
i understand the impulse. The impulse to want to put out your handand want someone to be there at the end of your reach. To want someone to be close to. To want to kiss or touch, even if it's wrong.The point is, you can't control these feelings. Even if they're wrong, they're still there
I don't know, I think that if I could just accept the fact that my life is supposed to be difficult, You know, that that's to be expected, then I might not get so pissed-off about it and I'll just be glad when something nice happens
some bonds defy distance time and logic. 

 they burn an image from the lines on myface, they stole it form the pages that kept my place.  I get up every morning and go to bed every night, with this feeling that something is missing, but I don't know what and I don't know why. This emptiness is just killing me, and I can't do anything, not even cry. I really enjoy forgetting. When I first come to a place, I notice all the little details. I notice the way the sky looks. The color of white paper. The way people walk. Doorknobs. Everything. Then I get used to the place and I don't notice those things anymore. So only by forgetting can I see the place again as it really is.

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